Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Eww...

Dear Huckababy,

Well, little one, you and mama are home sick today. I have bronchitis! Ewwww! It is no fun!! I finally went to the doctor again after I've been coughing my head off for nearly a week. He gave us some medicine (yes, it's safe medicine) so that mommy can get better. Hopefully you will get a better nights rest now without me waking up in a coughing fit every hour! So in appreciation to me, I think you should start kicking me hard enough for me to feel it now. Thanks!

I love you,
Mama

Monday, January 17, 2011

Snow, Ice and Heartbeats!

Dear Huckababy,

It's been really exciting around here lately! Last Monday it snowed about 7 inches! We haven't seen snow like that in years and years. Your daddy said not since he was 6, well that's means I would have been 10. Your mama is a puma. :) That's when the excitement stopped. After that, we were stuck in the house for days and days! It was fun at first, but quickly got old! I didn't work all week and your daddy worked from home for a few days. It was really nice getting to spend some extra time with him. i haven't been feeling very well, but your daddy has taken really good care of me. He brought me beautiful flowers and cooks me lunch and dinner. He is going to be such a good daddy to you! We have some good news for you...we ordered your crib! It is so beautiful, you are going to love it! Here it is....



Even more exciting news. I had an appointment with the doctor today and we heard your heartbeat! It sounded so beautiful, until your mama laughed and we lost it! We found it one more time, but it seemed like you sure were moving around a lot in there! We could hear you moving! Oh and if you feel anything funny, it's me poking on my belly trying to make you move. I just want to feel you in there! :) The most exciting news is we will get to find out if you are a boy or a girl on February 14! That's Valentine's Day! What a perfect day to see my new little love! So please cooperate when we look and don't be modest!

I love you,
Mama

Sound of Life

Dear Huckababy,

Your mama and I went to see the doctor this morning to check you out and make sure you're doing okay in her belly. I had the privilege of hearing the sweetest melody my ears have heard in 28 years. I got to hear the beat of your heart :) This moment couldn't compare to any other. Your mama and I have seen your heart beating, but there was nothing like hearing you for the first time. I knew you were in your mama's belly, I've even seen you, but there was just something about hearing you that made you even more real and special to me. You should have seen your mama's face when we heard you. I don't think I've ever seen her smile for so long at one time :) Thank you for letting us hear you. I can't wait to hear the sound of your voice when you are born. I have a feeling that it will bring a tear to my eye :)

I love you,
Daddy

Snow

Dear Huckababy,

Your mama and I are still thawing out from a snow storm the likes of which haven't been seen in our area since 1988 (I was 6). It made me think of you and how I can't wait for you to see snow for the first time. I can't wait to see that look of amazement in your eyes :) I'm going to take you sledding and we'll have snowball fights. You and me against your mama in the snowball fight :) She'll make you something called snow cream (I still don't know what it is. So, it'll be a first for us both). Don't worry I won't let your mama bundle you up so tight that you can't move like my mama used to do before we went out in the snow :)

I love you,
Daddy

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Daydream

Dear Huckababy,

You've been growing for 11 weeks today little one! Your mama and I can't wait to hear your little heartbeat and to feel you kick and move around in your mama's belly!

I hope you enjoyed the musical education that your mama and I gave you on New Year's Eve. The Avett Brothers put on a great show for you! By the way, you're welcome :) I was just sitting at my desk at work earlier this morning and I had a daydream about you. In the daydream I was sitting in our living room and I was watching your mama pacing back and forth with you in her arms. She was trying to get you to fall asleep. She was speaking to you gently in a way that only a mother can and I felt a sudden warmth come over me. It was a feeling that I only think can be described as complete happiness.

I can't wait to meet you! I know your mama feels the same way. I can't tell you how many times I've already heard her say, "I want to play with my baby!"

You are the best part of us. Thank you for letting me be your daddy :)

I love you,
Daddy

Monday, January 3, 2011

Wish

Dear Huckababy,

Sometimes when the world around me gets nice and quiet, I'll close my eyes and concentrate on you really hard, hoping that I can feel you move. I know it's too early, but a mama can wish. :)

I love you,
Mama

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Your first pictures!

Dear Huckababy,

Here you are! This is the first time we ever saw you! I was so, so scared this day because your daddy and I had gotten some scary news a couple of weeks before. One doctor told us you might be in danger (and was not very kind about it) so I went to another doctor who did some tests and said you were okay. Just to be sure, they wanted to look at you and make sure you were okay in there. You were so small I couldn't see you at first! But finally, there you were. You looked like a little dot! :) But I could see your little heart just beating away. You heartbeat was 103 beats per minute and I was 5 weeks and 5 days pregnant. The doctor told us that your tiny, beautiful heart probably just started beating that day!! They gave us this picture and said we would never be able to convince anyone it was a baby, but it was!!! It was you!!!



Then just 2 weeks later we got to see you again (doctors are really careful once you get a big scare like we did). I was 7 weeks and 5 days pregnant. This time I saw you right away! You were too young to be moving yet, but that little heart was pumping like crazy! Your heartbeat was 171 beats per minute! You were so much bigger than you were just 2 weeks before! Your back was to the camera, so we couldn't see your little features but we knew it was you. When I saw you that day, suddenly I knew that my heart was now in a different part of my body and would never be my own again.



The doctor is happy now and says you are just fine and we won't see you again until the beginning of March. This will be when we find out if you are a boy or a girl! They tell us that you are due to arrive on July 27, 2011. However, I am told that babies never get here on time! Please don't make your mama and daddy wait too long! I am amazed everyday to think of the miracle that is you. It's awe inspiring how much you change and grow everyday. I am so privileged to get to give life to you. Thank you, little miracle.

I love you,
Mama